The next few days are going to be so hard. We are normally getting ready to celebrate our anniversary on april 15th not getting ready to say goodbye until we meet again. I have been so sad the last few days my heart is broken. I want to tell you so many things already. You were the perfect guy for me. I loved you so much. I'm glad that I got to fulfill your last wishes and take care of you at home. You were the best patient that I could have ask for. I was so lucky to have you as my husband. I feel like I was the luckiest girl in the world to have the opportunity to be your wife for almost 36 years.... I will always love and miss you....